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Everything We Did Before the Dawn (Special Edition)

by Anthony Lewis

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If my time came today I'd know my place and know my way Know my world and know my past Find me a love that's built to last Go into the country where I can't be found Where I can't drive my friends into the ground Go into the country out among the haze Forget the broken promise of our days And if my time came tonight I'd book my ticket on a one-way flight If planes don't go where I want to I'll go on foot, well how bout you? Go into the country where the fog rolls in Try to lose my conscience in the wind Go into the country on that open range Oh Holly yes I feel so fuckin' strange If I ever hurt that girl I'd buy me a ticket around the world Try my hand on the seven seas Roll them dice and climb them trees Go into the country where I'll rest awhile Remember every time I made her smile Go into the country where I'm all alone Leave my best friend back at home Well if my time came today The birds and crickets comin' out to play I'd light a pipe, accept my curse And watch my body in a big long hearse Go into the heavens with another name Unshackle all my bitterness and shame Go into the country just beyond the sea Lord I hope she rids herself of me
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Snowboots 04:18
Sometimes I feel I'm making memories Of people and times that never were And I don't know why the hot sun In the summer sky And the smell of pollen remind me of her Well I been associating Too many sights and smells and sounds With a world in which I was only Participating Swimming in a river in which I'd only drown Oh how I miss the winter And how I miss my shovel And how I miss my snowboots And how I miss my love that's gone The face of God crumbled like a mountain And the rage of Heaven set the sea on fire The furnace of man Reduced every cloud into ashes And her whispering river had made me a liar The news came out over the radio Every highway and runway closed Her soft white hands Her big eyes and her endless mind; By the time I left, I was wearing her clothes Oh how I miss the winter And how I miss my shovel And how I miss my snowboots And how I miss my love that's gone On hanging day I was saturated The sunshine mocked me with every breath Impossible wisdom And glory anticipated Yes I think I'd prefer your touch over death Oh how I miss the winter And how I miss my shovel And how I miss my snowboots And how I miss my love that's gone
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All Your Own 02:24
I am just a man Reading all I can Maybe somewhere in these lines I'll find your love again Find your love again I am just like you Reeling from the truth Bleeding from an open wound And seething at our youth Seething at our youth You are just like me So callous and so sweet Singing only harmonies And searching for family Searching for family You are all your own Back turned to your home Rolling your own cigarettes Pretending you're alone Pretending you're alone I am just a man Reading all I can Maybe somewhere in these lines I'll find your love again Find your love again
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Got your message this morning and jumped right out of bed I laced up my sneakers and polished up my head I was comin' round to see you Forgetting every word I ever said Well it was early in the day, honey, and up that hill I raced Been up all night drinkin' laughin' with your hands on my face I'd do it all again If I could only find my way back to that place I wanna go home I should go home I should leave you here Cry my tears And keep that big brown bottle near Oh no I can't (Well maybe I can) Just give me one more chance I can come all over again Oh I wanna go home Why can't I leave you alone? Oh I'm mad Aw yes I'm sad But take it as you will: You ain't the best I ever had I'm glum Sugarplum You might call me romantic But I'd just call me dumb You took all I had and put it to use It's the last thing I want, please let's call a truce You fucked up my shit Now I'm scared for you to cut me loose
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I'm waiting For you to bless my mailbox with your scribbling Words and jumbled phrases That I know you can't push through But I'm prepared to do the work for two I guess that's nothin' new to you Sometimes you gotta fall in love for two I told you The latest would be the last I'd leave you Stranded in the past Somewhere far away from me Maybe the open sea Or maybe The bar at the GLB Why'd we always have to sit beneath the lamp? You know it's hot and bright on the back of my hands Why'd you order me another beer? Whose turn was it again to fight back these tears? I gotta gotta get away from here I'm learnin Our love was just a dream I been burnin And tearing at every seam Yes it seems that I been dreamin Of a world for me and you And sometimes You gotta fall in love for two
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Rise, rise, rise, for eternity's near Slow like the nights when it all seemed so clear And if I was to go, I would have to leave you here I'd only rise when your face filled the sky Run, run, run, til the truth is at your door Run, run, run, I won't ask you no more The same simple questions, I asked again; you let me in You asked me to stay in the bed or on the floor Go, go, go, where you can't feel the rain Go, go, go, yes I'm going insane Colorless, frightful, and awful and plain Wherever I go, I'll still carry your name Turn, turn, turn, like the Earth and the tides I might have your bishop but you got me hypnotized Never again, I tell myself, convince myself Never again, til I ask you for a ride Pull, pull, pull and a smile is all I get Roll, roll, roll, like it's our first cigarette I tried to forget you, I tried to be strong I still haven't slept, just been writing this song
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hello all! this is the same ol' album I released on Spotify today, but for YOU, the intrepid Bandcamp listener, I have included several bonus tracks of previously unreleased content...working through a couple of songs, and a never-before-heard demo of a never-before-heard song. plus, liner notes! thank you all for your support!

~liner notes~

It is a dastardly imperative
A stinking, unquellable moment
A basic truth among the destitute
And lonesome-hearted;

And she
In all her obsequious viciousness,
Strikes out anew,
Roaring and thunderous,
Terrified and hopeful;

And he,
In his wide-eyed desperation
And simple direction
Of distance and wonders untold;

And she
In her insular moments,
Tearing him from this sweet, solid world,
Casting him,
Untethered
From fathomless,
Unknowable fiction,
With her soft,
Gorgeous gaze
On the uncut stone of his
Bleeding brow

credits

released July 18, 2020

music & lyrics by Anthony Lewis
production by Anthony Lewis
album art by Anthony Lewis

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special thanks to:
Lucas Hickok
Abby Ferrer
Ben Hagelin
Tristan Rolfe

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Anthony Lewis Portland, Maine

27 Portland ME. Bob Dylan is my inspiration. Big influences in Neil Young, Eno, Bowie, and The Band...Julian Cope, John Cale, Audrey Ryan...John Prine, Townes Van Zandt...Mac DeMarco...Iggy Pop..Mapache...
Avid walker, writer, relaxer.
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